Thanksgiving!!

Happy thanksgiving guys!!! I watched the Macy's day parade and ate pizza at home... What did you do? I am thankful for many different things the basics home, food, family. But I am incredibly thankful for you guys! You take at least 10-5 mins out of your day just to read this maybe if you can read fast 1 minute. Thank you guys you don't have to do what you guys to but you do it anyway! I love you all so much! I hope you had a wonderful thanksgiving!

Restarting

I would like to restart the question thing. I know its cheesy but I have gotten enough viewers that I think it would be fun to do again. If you have a question for me about me or any of my blogs leave it below on this exact blog post. I will come back to check it so make sure you ask one even if it's dumb to you its not dumb to me. Have fun with it!!!

I have a confession... And a reason.

I am about to say maybe the dumbest thing you've ever heard but this is actually very serious!
I love Drag Queens......I know I know calm down don't leave! Each drag queen I watch has taught me something, it's also a huge comfort for me to know that I am not the only one that feels lie they are hated. I started watching drag last year I was 12 and I didn't realize it was a man in a wig. I watched at least two a day, I became very addicted and then i realized that they were men! Crazy!!! So I watched makeup tutorials by them and after a while I was watching about eight to ten videos a day. I got very depressed one day I had just had a fight with my cousin some terrible hurtful things were said and I was laying in my bed thinking "Well I don't know what to do. I can't talk to anyone." After an hour I decided that I would just watch some Drag. Why not? I watched it for three hours and that's when i realized watching Drag was my safety blanket. It made me laugh I watched beautiful people for hours and fantasize over their makeup what else could I possibly ask for? I was doing homework one day and I needed a break and so I watched Drag and I came across a song that one of them wrote and that lead to a album and from there I only listened and watched drag. Forget the Chainsmokers and Lady gaga I was listening to Adore Delano and Sharon needles I was content. After a while I realized that I had been watching Drag queens since I can remember it just was never this serious. When I was around eight I watched "Big Mama's House" on a loop from that I turned 11 and watched Tyler Perry's "Madea" Non stop. That's when I knew I had loved Drag queens since FOREVER! I still to this day watch Drag on a four hour loop in fact I watch it so much I remake their videos on YouTube. Watching drag has taught me many lessons. To be yourself, to stand up for yourself, never let anyone tell you you can't be something, follow your dreams no matter what. I will probably always love Drag that's one thing that will never change but as long as I am happy and content and they teach me to be myself and love everyone who has done me wrong, than who am I to say I should stop? Who knows maybe I will change Drag queens lives just as they have changed mine!

"The most important thing is to accept and be comfortable with who you are. And anyone who has a problem with it can leave." - Bianca Del Rio

What I am most thankful for

So i take dance class.... I am 5'8'', Skinny, i have short purple and blue hair, I wear makeup And I can wear leggings without looking like a idiot.. So all of those things force others human beings to hate me! I walk in and I seem like a very confident young woman. I walk in and suddenly get judged and the girls hate my guts. I have spent two months being sick and not wanting to go because of how mean people are. This thanksgiving I am incredibly thankful for those girls. They taught me to actually be confident in myself not to just act like I am. They taught me to be cautious of the people I choose to befriend. Thank you Haters, You make me better and stronger with every move you make!

"What people think of me is non of my business." - Rupaul

Move on

I hate when I find myself building a wall against people and I feel like its they're fault I am in so much pain but its actually mine. I spend too much time thinking about what we could have been instead of understanding we will never be that so move on! The only person your hurting is yourself.

Election is so close..........

I would like to start this off by saying thank you so much for 1,000 views that's ridiculous! Moving on. Tuesday is election day, and I know that everyone is telling you to vote and your vote matters sso I am not here for that. I am here to just tell you whoever gets into office and I know people are freaking out about it and if Trump gets in people are going to be beyond angry. But i want to just say that no matter what God has us. He knows whats going to happen he's not worried he told us that we shouldn't worry. I am just going to get all preachy but my favorite bible verse is "Though 50 fall to my left and 50,000 to my right they will not come near my camp." Or something like that so basically no matter what happens, God has our backs through everything. Don't worry about this election anymore.